Beggar

As of late, I feel like a beggar. Not only because I've submitted so many scholarship applications in the past three months that it's possible I've paid more in postage than what I will likely get in financial aid, and I am begging for money. Not only because I'm often in need of far more hours than I have available, and I am begging for time. But also because my thoughts are muddled and I'm presented with SO many options, and I feel like I'm begging God for clarity. There are a lot of big decisions to be made in the next couple of years. I guess the only thing I can do for immediate relief is pray that God will bring his plans for me to fruition with the decisions I make. Wow...what a big prayer.